A música do meu momento

Rise & Shine - The Cardigans

I want to be alone for a while
I want earth to breathe to me
I want the waves to grow loud
I want the sun to bleed down
To bleed down

See the waves go down
See the moon alone
See the world unshown
I raise my head and whisper

Rise & shine
Rise & shine my sister

I want to see the wounded moon
I want the sea to break through
I want it all to be gone tomorrow
So i've come to say goodbye
Say goodbye

See the waves go down
See the moon alone
See the world unshown
I raise my head and whisper


Rise & shine
Rise & shine my sister

That lonely sinking feeling

"Just when I think I've uncovered the secret
to peace and tranquility
that lonely sinking feeling creeps up on me"

Cowboy Junkies - Lonely Sinking Feeling

broken heart

"The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart" Feist - Let it die

The limit to your love

Feist

Clouds part
Just to give us a little sun

There’s a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There’s a limit to your love

There’s a limit to you care
So carelessly there
Is it truth or dare
There’s a limit to your care

I love I love I love
This dream of going upstream
I love I love I love
The trouble that you give me
I know I know I know
That only I can save me
I’ll go I’ll go I’ll go
Right down the road

There’s a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There’s a limit to your love
Your love your love your love

I can’t read your smile
It should be written on your face
I’m piecing it together
There’s something out of place

Oh, I love I love I love
This dream of going upstream
I love I love I love
All the trouble that you give me
I know I know I know
That only I can save me
I’ll go I’ll go I’ll go
Out on the road

Because there is no limit
There’s no limit
No limit no limit no limit
No limit to my love

Eu não esperava muito deste ano. Pensei que novembro e dezembro passariam sem que nada na minha vida mudasse. E em duas semanas tudo que estava ruim, melhorou. Consegui um emprego e no mesmo dia conheci uma pessoa muito legal. Não comemorei meu aniversário com festa, mas passei dois dias muito felizes, encontrando amigos, recebendo ligações e muito carinho.

Eu, que queria mudar logo de cidade, encontrei mais duas razões para ficar.

Bem, já disse Guimarães Rosa: "Felicidade se encontra nas horinhas de descuido".

The best of what's around

Now I'm back to my good state of mind. No more Rachael Yamagata's songs for a while. LOL =)

Daqui a pouco vou tomar um chá de cadeira no consultório médico e mais tarde vou checar se meus olhos, que me incomodaram a semana inteira e hoje que vou ao oftamologista está melhor, estavam realmente com algum problema.

Para alegrar o dia, uma música do Dave Matthews Band, que voltei a escutar depois que o "Renatinho eu te amava" começou a postar no fotolog junto com suas ilustrações.

The best of what's around - DMB

Hey my friend, it seems your eyes are troubled.
Care to share your time with me?
Would you say you're feeling low and so
A good idea would be to get it off your mind?

See, you and me
Have a better time than most can dream
Have it better than the best
So can pull on through
Whatever tears at us
Whatever holds us down
And if nothing can be done
We'll make the best of what's around

Turns out not where but who you're with
That really matters, that really matters
And hurts not much when you're around
And if you hold on tight
To what you think is your thing
You may find you're missing all the rest
Well she ran up into the light surprised
Her arms are open
Her mind's eye is
Seeing things from a
Better side than most can dream
On a clearer road I feel
Oh you could say she's safe
Whatever tears at her
Whatever holds her down
And if nothing can be done
She'll make the best of what's around.

Turns out not where but what you think
That really matters
We'll make the best of what's around

A carência me ataca novamente. Eu que pensava estar preparada para aguentar mais alguns meses de solteirice, me quebrei em pedaços ao primeiro vislumbre de uma pessoa apaixonante.

Ao som de Antony and the Johnsons - Fistful of love
Radiohead - Nude

"I'm not ready to love, I'm not ready to fly
I'm giving up belief in the sky
So you can take my seat in up above, on high, say goodbye"
Rufus Wainwright - Not ready to love


"Well my heart's running round like a chicken with its head cut off
all around the barnyard falling in and out of love
The poor thing's blind as a bat
getting up, falling down, getting up
Who'd fall in love with
a chicken with its head cut off?"
The Magnetic Fields - A chicken with its head cut off

Stuck here

Mesmo passando a maior parte do tempo dentro de casa e ainda sem um emprego, as coisas acontecem. Penso sempre em textos para o blog, mas eu não consigo parar para escrever um "post" decente.

Queria estar amanhã no inferninho da Obra em BH para dançar ao som do Indierock e me mudando para São Paulo, para sentir que, afinal, a vida muda, mas amanhã acordarei em Vitória sem perspectiva de mudanças.

what the hell am I doing here?

Meu inferno é aqui, nesse exato momento e lugar.

Não consigo mais dormir direito, o clima em casa está péssimo. Estou quase explodindo. Preciso sair dessa.

Alguém sabe de alguma vaga de assessoria de imprensa, comunicação interna ou de fotógrafa? Pode ser em BH, São Paulo, Rio, Salvador, Porto Alegre e Vitória =)

Desenho de Kurt Halsey retirado do site www.kurthalsey.com.

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

É, acho que tenho um blog pelo motivo que Rodrigo comentou no post anterior: quando tudo falha existe um blog para me ouvir.

Uma prima gostava de gritar para soltar as angústias. Às vezes, quando estávamos juntas, ela pedia licença para gritar. Eu não conseguia fazer o mesmo.

"If i should buy jellybeans
Have to eat them all in just one sitting
Everything it seems i like's a little bit sweeter
A little bit fatter, a little bit harmful for me

And then there's those other things
Which for several reasons we won't mention
Everything about them is a little bit stranger, a little bit harder
A little bit deadly

It isn't very smart
Tends to make one part
So brokenhearted"

1 + 1 = 1/2

" Would you please get out from under my skin
For I can't begin this yet
And I don't know what my intentions are
They're speaking in a different tongue
And deep inside, I'm not as tough as I seem
But I won't let you know
Until it's right, I'm gonna stay my distance
And you should go"

Rachael Yamagata - Under my skin